Thursday, April 11, 2013

2 Timothy Chapter 2


1 Thou therefore, my son, be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus. 2 And the things that thou hast heard of me among many witnesses, the same commit thou to faithful men, who shall be able to teach others also.
Be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus.  What does that say to you?  First of all, what is grace.  It is somewhat different between the Hebrew and Greek scriptures.  The best quick translation for the Greek is, “unmerited favor.”  You don’t deserve it but because of the work of Christ in your life, you get it.  ‘So what,’ you say?  So, if you happen to be a weak-kneed, lilly-livered fear groveler in your own right, in Christ you can be a princely warrior of great faith.  This grace might not be useful to you right away but if you continue to build up your most Holy Faith, you will finally have access to it.  It can take some time to grow past your natural fears.
Grace is a gift given at the moment of your salvation and it goes beyond favor with Jesus.  In Acts 4:33 it says that great grace was upon them all and no one had any lack.  Why is that?  Because faith in Christ will give you the boldness to act on the benefits of that relationship.  Grace is just one of the many gifts we have and it does not merely work between us and Jesus.  His grace will get you that job, often buy you a second chance and walk you through the mob that is out for your blood, unscathed.  This is why we are told to be strong in His grace.  Through our faith in the Word of God and works of Jesus it is empowered and even super powered to deliver on our behalf.
Once you have partaken this grace upon yourself you can then teach that same understanding to others who will keep the faith.  In this country we have largely lost the battles we had won earlier for righteousness in government and public decency.  We failed as a church to remain strong in our convictions and beliefs through the grace of God and because of that we cannot pray in school and our own Supreme Court has twisted the meaning of our constitution from where congress cannot create a religion to where religion needs to stay out of government. 
This is a position of great weakness.  We have churches who have abdicated all holiness and righteousness and now support the gay and lesbian lobby.  They have chosen the ideals of the creature rather than those of the creator.  I have heard all the arguments for gay marriage and in my own experience, all the gay and lesbian people I have known were really nice people.  It’s not about what is nice or not nice.  It is not about what I want and what you want.  It is about what God wants and He wants a church who will stand in His grace and His authority and take a scriptural position without spot or wrinkle. 
Grace will carry you through when all forsake you because Jesus won’t forsake you.  I have no desire to dislike or attack those who do not believe what I believe but if you do believe the Word of God then you need to walk in all of it; not just the parts you are comfortable with.  That means that your ‘stand’ will be looked down upon and even if you do not verbally or physically attack someone based on their life choices, they still won’t like you.  All you can do is love them, keep your beliefs intact and trust God to work on them.  Do not become like those who attack sinners and try and browbeat them into submission.  Let the love of God win their hearts and their lifestyle will one day follow it home.
3 Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ. 4 No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier.
So…now that you have taken a stand…even in love…people will cut you off, cuss you out and turn their backs on you.  Welcome to the army of God.  It hurts when your natural family clashes with your spiritual you, and old and dear friends no longer feel comfortable around you.  This is war…not you against them…but you against the powers of darkness.  Your goal must be to serve God…not man…and that is both expensive in emotional pain and loss, and wonderful in spiritual discernment and gifts.  The positives far outweigh the negative but they are not without pain and suffering.  This is the life of the man and woman of God who have chosen to don the whole armor of God.  Grace will make you strong.  Faith will let you experience the love, but there is a price to this life.
5 And if a man also strive for masteries, yet is he not crowned, except he strive lawfully.
I have seen more potential leaders fall because of this verse than almost any other.  It absolutely coincides with Matthew 13:3-9.  We are the branches of God and it is our responsibility to bear good fruit.  We always speak of having root in ourselves but that strong internal foundation is what allows us to have full connection to Jesus who is the vine.  John 15 says, “5 I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing.  Every impatient man or woman who has told me they were tired of waiting for the pastor to release them to ministry and wanted to begin NOW has had a difficult time abiding in Christ.
How do I know this?  I know it because they weren’t perfected in love.  If you are attacked by someone, do you take offense?  Why?  I can hear you screaming, “Because they attacked me preacher, that’s why!”  In reality they attacked God and because they attacked Him through you…you took offense.  Paul ‘felt’ the offenses (2 Corinthians 11:29).  How could he not?  The point is he understood they were not coming against him but against God.  It goes on to say he “gloried in his infirmities.”  You say, “But it’s not an infirmity, it’s an attack!”  Really, does it weaken you and make you struggle?  It’s an infirmity…and it can turn into a sickness if treated incorrectly.
We all believe that Paul’s thorn in the flesh was his eyesight.  Perhaps, maybe even probably, but what if that thorn in the flesh was that Paul had a deep disgust for ignorant and non-educated folks?  That would make it even more likely that God would send him to the gentiles, the most ignorant and non-educated spiritual orphans (didn’t want to use the B word) on the planet.  Don’t you see it?  God doesn’t want to send you where you are strong so you can get the praise.  God is sending you where you are weakest so He can get the glory.  If you are a racist He’ll send you to another race until they’re family.  If you’re an arrogant He’ll keep sending you to those who are stronger and better than you are until you begin to doubt yourself.  Once that happens He’ll sweep in and do things his way until you learn to rest in Him and Him alone. 
Do you suppose Luke 20:18 means you will be able to remain intact?  Do you know why some Christians seem to be unchanged after years of service to God?  Because they are.  The phrase ‘it doesn’t take all that’ has been bandied about the church for millennia.  You must be broken.  The only way to avoid it is to take yourselves out of God’s hands.  Are you proud of your gifts?  Broken.  Are you proud of your skills?  Broken.  Are you still flying off the handle at people from time to time?  Broken.  Do you talk about people behind their  backs?  Broken.  I could go on for hours listing all the flaws that might be in your character and need to be broken off of you.  Our problem is they need to be broken off of you and few of us look up to God and say, “Not my will but thy will be done Lord.” 
God loves you and has purposed to use you in His kingdom but He really doesn’t want YOU.  He wants the you He has been creating one broken habit and personal attitude at a time.  Personally I believe in soliciting promises from God.  I don’t really care what they are as long as you pray thoroughly over them before claiming them.  Once you have these great and precious (to you) promises in your life and know…that you know…that you know, that God has promised them, continue to throw yourself upon the rock that is Christ Jesus until you have broken off all the bits that make YOU weak and unsuitable to God’s work and let Him piece you back together as He sees fit.  Bit by broken bit He will fulfill His promises to you and one day you will find yourself right in the middle of what He promised.
My point is that you won’t look quite so much like yourself any more.  You will look and act and think like Jesus which is what you really want.  People will cuss you out and you will pray for them with love.  They will cheat you and you will trust God to fix the problem.  When this day finally arrives…and probably a bit before…you will also find yourself in the middle of ministry with other like minded folks who also threw themselves on the rock only to be healed and made whole.  There are no shortcuts to real power and real ministry.
6 The husbandman that laboureth must be first partaker of the fruits.
The amplified says, “[It is] the hard- working farmer [who labors to produce] who must be the first partaker of the fruits.”  What have we learned so far?  Be strong in the grace of our Lord Jesus.  Take what you have learned and plant it in other faithful men so they can go and do likewise.  Endure a hard life and hard circumstances so you can please God.  Do not be entangled in the goals and desires of this life.  If you want to be the best you must strive lawfully.  God will withhold the crown from you until you have fully surrendered to His perfect will.
Difficult, yes?  Absolutely.  I was reminded the other day that there are men and women in the pulpit with PhD’s who couldn’t pray through a hangnail and there are those without any worldly credentials who are anointed to raise the dead.  Which one has paid the greater price for ministry?  I am absolutely in favor of education but that education must be in the Word of God.  Paul understood the benefits of education and religion better than most but he ultimately said, “Religion and worldly benefits without Christ are but dung (Philippians 3:8). 
It’s not enough to be educated.  You must be trained as a soldier is trained.  You can take a man or woman into a classroom and teach them everything there is to know about war.  Does it make them a soldier?  No.  It makes them a theoretical warrior which is rather like a backseat driver or a armchair quarterback.  You learn to drive by getting behind the wheel and mixing with other drivers.  You learn football by getting hammered by other guys and knocked repeatedly to the ground.  I know what all the controls on an airplane are for but it does not make me a pilot.  I don’t know the feel of a plane that is about to fall out of the sky and requires a quick response from me.  I don’t know how hard to pull back on the controls to flare in preparation for landing, and I don’t really know how a sudden gust of wind might mess me up on landing.
You can know scripture backwards and forwards.  You could even have memorized the Bible.  None of these things let’s you know what an unction feels like; it’s different from me to you.  They don’t build your faith or teach you at gut that you can step out of the boat and walk on that water.  All those things require practical action on your part.  You can understand Hebrew like an Israeli Jew or Greek like someone born on the island but it will not be the boot camp of ministry required for God to say, “Well done.”  Well done requires trials and tribulations that help you to realize exactly who you are in Christ and who He is in you.  It requires blood, sweat and tears to reap faith, hope and love. 
If you ask, “What does this have to do with verse six,” I will tell you.  When you as a man or woman of God have struggled and bled and wept over countless souls…  When you have stayed up late and your eyes have burned for lack of sleep over the needs of the people…  When you have taken the food off your table and the money out of your accounts to meet the needs of others and have been expected to do so with a smile and good grace…  When you have done all these things and more and the lazy poor complain that you make so much money as a pastor or church leader, just remember verse six.  You don’t deserve first fruits because of your head knowledge. 
You deserve first fruits for your blood and sweat and pain.  You deserve first fruits (after God of course) for your sleepless nights and long days.  You are the ox that treadeth out the corn and often the donkey that has carried the great loads.  All the blessings along the way and the sorrows you minister to every day are yours equally.  That is why you deserve to reap the rewards and let those who begrudge you your worldly gifts first walk the same paths and carry the same burdens.  Let their eyes burn with fatigue and their legs stumble from too many loads.  Whenever Paul says he suffers I hope you will have new revelation of what that suffering may entail.
7 Consider what I say; and the Lord give thee understanding in all things.
I hope this has opened your eyes to the reality of ministry.  You will be required to spend more time in prayer and wounds and griefs than others.  At times it will seem that you are always pouring yourself into the same wounded souls but this is no surprise.  Jesus said, “The poor you have with you always.”  They are those who don’t get it and can’t understand or handle the process of growth.  Perhaps they don’t have that root in themselves and perhaps they just don’t want to try. 
This verse is also a prayer from the Apostle himself.  “So what preacher,” you might ask.  So receive it!  It says in James 1:5 that if you lack wisdom ask God and He will give it to you in great measure.  Receive it and walk in it.  In all your getting get an understanding.  I used to believe so many things that I now realize would have made God’s Word weak and powerless.  His grace is more than sufficient and I am full of joy over his move in my life.  There is a special feeling that I get whenever I fully understand a portion of God’s word.  It is a settled feeling that lets me know God has worked it out in my head and heart and it is what it is.  To be sure I don’t know all of that verse or portion of scripture but I know that little portion perfectly.  Too many of us have walked in ignorance in our basic knowledge because we have learned the traditions of men and not the free flow of the Spirit of God.
8 Remember that Jesus Christ of the seed of David was raised from the dead according to my gospel: 9 Wherein I suffer trouble, as an evil doer, even unto bonds; but the word of God is not bound.
Paul says, “According to my gospel,” three times; twice in Romans (2:16, 16:25) and here in Timothy.  Why is that?  Isn’t there only one gospel?  Of course there is, but there are so many interpretations and opinions that it can get confusing.  One church says you baptize in the name of Jesus only while another says you baptize in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  My late apostle used to baptize in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit in Jesus Name just to cover all bets.  We begin to be petty in our simple beliefs and try to wrap God into a narrow belief system that is comfortable to us.  You pray in tongues and I say they are no longer in effect.  I prophesy and you call me a heretic.  Foolishness all of it. 
Paul obtained an understanding.  He took that understanding and taught clearly and in as unambiguous a way as he could.  In other words, he made it understandable.  All he was trying to get across is Jesus Christ crucified and raised from the dead on the third day.  He hammered the forgiveness of sins until it was clear that this was his purpose.  His gospel was a stumbling block to the Jews and foolishness to the gentiles and this is why he suffered and was called a liar and fool.  In spite of all this he realized that the Word of God itself is still as free and full of saving power as ever.
Though the Word of God CAN be deep and in many areas is very much so, there is always a clear and powerful portion that any babe can understand.  Jesus Christ came, He loved us, He died for us, He rose again on the third day and set us free from our bondage to the flesh.  All of this requires faith on our part and will ultimately set us free.  He whom the son sets free is free indeed.  God’s Word cannot be bound by our ignorance or traditions.  These only serve to separate us from the absolute best God has for us.  The greater our understanding of the Word of God the greater our freedom and liberty in Christ.
10 Therefore I endure all things for the elect's sakes, that they may also obtain the salvation which is in Christ Jesus with eternal glory.
Remember when I said you weren’t perfected in love?  Just how angry or irritated do you get when the saints won’t listen or spend their free time wallowing in sin?  The parable of the sower is one of those that ought to be memorized, studied and understood by every minister of the gospel.  You ought to be able to look at the people in your church and think, “Stony ground, good ground, weed covered ground,” and know what might make a change in their status.  You ought to hear the story of the fig tree in your heart and think, “I need to dig around this person and fertilize them with the Word and water them with it to see if they will grow.  I need to remember that they are not mine to judge. 
I may know what they need and reprove, rebuke and exhort them to change, but ultimately, only God will be their judge.  I can’t judge them and toss out the tares and keep the wheat because only God can know who is truly a wheat and a tare.  I can’t have that certainty because even though I might have all gifts like healing and wisdom and knowledge, even if I have discerning of spirits, it is still just a small portion of God’s perfect knowledge and discernment.  With all nine gifts I might know the person is fully in Satan’s camp now, but only God who is outside of time and sees our entire life in a single glance can know the person will or will not come to Him one day. 
As 1 Corinthians 13 says, “Love suffers a long time and is kind while doing it.  Love doesn’t envy someone else for the gifts they have received, the money they have earned or the things they might own.  Love doesn’t puff itself up and make itself into someone better than you because love only wants what is best for YOU.  Love doesn’t act badly and doesn’t get angry quickly.”  (Get my book “Heart On Fire” for Kindle if you want to get the entire breakdown of what love is.  I highly recommend it.)
You might say you love the person but you don’t have to put up with their foolishness.  This is not true.  You may not approve of it, but you absolutely do have to put up with it unless that foolishness is a direct attack against you.  Like Jannes and Jambres (2 Timothy 3:8), if they are manifestly against you and you are the head of the ministry, you are free to turn them over to their father the devil for the destruction of the flesh until they learn not to blaspheme against God’s will.  You however are not allowed to destroy their flesh or take actions against them.  When you release them to Satan, it is opposite of forgiving on Earth so God will forgive in Heaven.  You are holding them responsible for their actions and God will chasten them accordingly by withdrawing his protection.  Hopefully they will learn and one day run back to God and repent.
11 It is a faithful saying: For if we be dead with him, we shall also live with him: 12 If we suffer, we shall also reign with him: if we deny him, he also will deny us: 13 If we believe not, yet he abideth faithful: he cannot deny himself.
How can we do less than our Lord and Savior?  That question is full of passion and zeal yet one of the most difficult things we might attempt.  Our God loves us and in His love He empowers us.  This power is largely a spiritual thing and while spiritual power is the greatest of all powers, it is a difficult one for man to surrender to.  We know that the weapons of our warfare are not carnal (natural, mental, financial, military, fleshly) but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds (2 Corinthians 10:4).  Learning to function in spiritual realms is the most important thing we could accomplish.  Any fool, baby, addict, liar, thief and even fairly normal people can strengthen their fleshly man.  It takes a man of great power and heart to strengthen spirit and deny the flesh.
I have heard many saints say, ‘Christians aren’t supposed to suffer.’  Really?  The word translated here is hypomeno and means to endure patiently.  Endure in this context means you are going to go through something you don’t want to go through.  You can hardly say you endured your honeymoon when you were with a partner you absolutely loved and went to a place that was fun and inspiring.  When verse three says you should endure hardness as a good soldier it gives you the exact idea Paul is reaching for here. 
Are you willing to suffer for God?  Again, I have had people tell me God does not expect us to suffer for righteousness sake even though God said He expects us to suffer for righteousness sake.  I call that the gospel of wishful thinking.  Why do we suffer all these things?  We suffer them and remain faithful so we might reign with Him when all the testing is done.  We don’t suffer for the sake of suffering.  We suffer for the ability to tell our flesh to be silent. 
Do you find yourself in a place of fear right now?  You are not yet perfected in love.  Perfect love casts out all fear because fear has torment and love comforts the heart perfectly.  Others around you might have some fear but not if they have been perfected in love and trust God completely.  Never fear to where you deny God his direction in your life…not to say you are unworthy or that you are too frightened.  Always press toward the call of God in your life.  When you deny God He is forced by our actions to deny us.  No matter how much you might want to give up, remember…God never will and if you gather your faith for another go, He remains faithful.
14 Of these things put them in remembrance, charging them before the Lord that they strive not about words to no profit, but to the subverting of the hearers.
And now…  Keeping these things in mind, do not become one of those who argues over every little spiritual rule and regulation that strikes your fancy on any given day.  The word of God is absolute but we are not.  We frequently add rules upon rules upon rules until we feel like our heads will explode or we’ll become Pharisees.  Stealing is a sin, but Jesus forgave a sinner on the cross next to him simply because he asked.  Lying is a sin and something I personally hate, but God saves and delivers liars.  Homosexuality is an abomination to God and yet…He sent His son to die for them.  You can read the ten commandments and 612 laws contained in the Old Testament till you’re blue in the face and still miss the whole purpose of God’s Word…redemption.
God’s expectations are important but it’s not the expectation of a law abiding son or daughter as much as the heart of a beloved child that He is looking for.  As long as you are saying, “Yes Lord,” or “Not my will but thy will be done,” God will put up with and graciously correct you from a lot of flaws.  The idea that you might not be saved if you are baptized or not baptized or baptized in the name of Jesus only or baptized in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Ghost are ludicrous.  In His own words, “Behold I stand at the door and knock.  If anyone hears my voice and invites me in I will come and sup with them and they with me.”  That is a marriage supper invitation and the dishes aren’t being served here. 
God loves you.  You need Jesus.  You need salvation for yourself.  God will continue to work through all the other stuff one point at a time as you mature in your walk.  Murder is a sin, but it is just a sin.  You might get the death penalty from man but God will accept acquittal for your spirit if you get saved so He can present you to Himself faultless.  I won’t argue about whether you can sin so bad He won’t forgive you because if you sin THAT MUCH you won’t want Him to forgive you.  He’ll have turned you off spiritually and you will never ask.  As long as you have a desire to get saved God has a desire to get you saved. 
God detests sin.  He always detests sin.  Have we established that?  Good.  Now…you cannot stop sinning (Romans 7:15-25) on your own but you can be changed by God, through Christ, a bit at a time, line upon line and precept upon precept and I’ll tell you how.
15 Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.
But preacher, you said to stop arguing about individual points and policies!  Yes I did.  Stop arguing.  Stop accusing.  Stop yelling.  Stop complaining.  Stop being such a miserable cuss that nobody want’s to be around you.  Learn to appreciate the mature and the immature saints.  Learn to appreciate the male and female saints for what they bring.  Learn to appreciate the trials and tribulations of life as Paul did, knowing that they bring you to a closer relationship to God.  Remember who you were and how you were when you came to Jesus and do not expect others to grow faster or slower than you did.  People are different and will learn the levels and layers of our God at their own rate.  Learn to appreciate even that because it gives you a chance to see the miraculous organization of God in your lives.
Once you develop a love that overcomes your NATURAL frustration of how long it takes others to grow, STUDY.  Study to show God that YOU YOURSELF are worthy of promotion and greater things.  Study to show our King of Kings and Lord of Lords that YOU are not the thorn in the side of the local church because of your argumentative ways.  Study to show God that YOU love those who aren’t quite finished in the great spiritual classroom.  Study until YOU stop doing and saying and teaching foolish things. 
Now…some time before you actually arrive at this place of perfect blessedness God will begin to use you.  You won’t be flawless or completely mature (naturally, emotionally or intellectually) yet but you will be on your way to that noble goal.  Your spirit (which is perfect and mature) will argue with your mind (which is not done growing) and you will find yourself winning the spiritual battle more and more.  Keep studying.  Get that mind renewed.  When you get as smart as God you can quit.  I trust this will keep everyone studying hard for as long as you live in your body and perhaps longer.
As I said, God will use you.  He will put you in situations where you are unprepared and not quite ready.  If you heed your spirit and control your flesh you will do well.  If not, you will get other opportunities to build your skills.  This is how workmen grow.  You become an apprentice and someone teaches you a thing or two.  They begin to send you out on your own to do certain tasks.  You still aren’t ready to run the business but you are working and you are growing.  One day your boss will hand you your walking papers and tell you it’s time to open your own business.  You will go out and the skills you have learned will support you and those you help. 
Even after beginning your own work you still need to go back and learn from your former boss.  He or she has taught you everything you know, but not everything they know.  Keep learning.  Do not allow your successes to go to your head.  Those successes came through them and will one day exceed theirs, but they have gained something you still lack, the wisdom of long service and many trials.  Timothy was a great preacher and teacher by this time.  He had a huge following and he still listened when his spiritual father spoke.  He still learned.  Paul was his father and boss and now was becoming his mentor. 
16 But shun profane and vain babblings: for they will increase unto more ungodliness. 17 And their word will eat as doth a canker: of whom is Hymenaeus and Philetus; 18 Who concerning the truth have erred, saying that the resurrection is past already; and overthrow the faith of some.
Consider the life of Moses.  After returning to Egypt and kicking Egypt’s collective rear ends through God’s miracles he left.  Did he leave alone with just the descendants of Jacob?  Not even close.  He had a huge mixed multitude that followed him.  Some of them loved and trusted the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob but many just followed the money and wealth.  These were the babblers and whisperers.  They were the ones who acted like Satan in the Garden of Eden saying, “Are you sure God said that…hmmm?”  They sowed doubt and offered ‘progressive’ solutions to Israel’s problems.  They whispered and mumbled and invented their own doctrines until God Himself had to step in and break things up.  It didn’t even take an entire generation for them to get Israel to sin.  Sound familiar?
Moses was a type of Jesus and now, hundreds of years later after Jesus Himself has died and been resurrected we have Hymenaeus and Philetus who began to teach Christ’s disciples that it was all over and there was no resurrection left.  Once again we have those who curse God’s gifts and malign His offices.  They won’t walk in the perfection of scripture so they make it more comfortable to themselves so they can live what they think God expects.  The echo of, “Yea…hath God said (Genesis 3:1)?” whispers from their lips throughout history.  We delete Apostles from our organizations and silence prophets in our churches. 
I could go on of course but I’ll stop here with this one admonition.  The Word of God is holy and perfect and absolutely true.  When God is using figures of speech they are clear and understood.  When he says a sin is a sin He is not temporizing, he expects you to stop sinning.  God has little use for lukewarm (wishy washy) saints.  He has less than little use for them.  They are a nasty taste in His mouth and He will spew them out.  He cannot abide sin huggers and transgression lovers.  We are to flee youthful lusts, not embrace and encourage them.  There is a way that seems right, correct, noble, honorable and good to a man but that way leads to the VIOLENT death of judgment (Proverbs 14:12; 16:25).  The coming of Jesus did not make these lifestyles acceptable.
Many so called church people accept these very ways and call them good.
19 Nevertheless the foundation of God standeth sure, having this seal, The Lord knoweth them that are his. And, Let every one that nameth the name of Christ depart from iniquity.
Consider this, God gave His word.  Perhaps you or someone you know doesn’t like part of it.  Maybe you feel premarital sex or homosexuality or getting drunk or going to degrading parties are not that bad.  Perhaps you believe God’s grace is more than sufficient to cover you as you boldly ignore the holiness and truth of God’s Word.  I’m not going to give a lot of cute homilies or pat you on your head.  Scripture is clear enough and if you have an honest question about what is a sin and what is not you can ask someone who has dedicated their life to obeying God’s word.  The last half of this scripture says it all and you need to heed those words.
God has placed a seal on each of our lives when we came to Him.  The Lord knows which of us are His no matter what we might choose to believe.  Let everyone who names the name of Christ depart from iniquity.  Do I need to tell you what iniquity is?  Here’s just a few. 
Galatians 5:19-21 - Now the doings (practices) of the flesh are clear (obvious): they are immorality, impurity, indecency, Idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, anger (ill temper), selfishness, divisions (dissensions), party spirit (factions, sects with peculiar opinions, heresies), Envy, drunkenness, carousing, and the like. I warn you beforehand, just as I did previously, that those who do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
20 But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and of silver, but also of wood and of earth; and some to Honour, and some to dishonor. 21 If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto Honour, sanctified, and meet for the master's use, and prepared unto every good work.
You are a vessel.  Your life choices determine your type.  The structure, material and construction of a priceless vase or chamber pot (ancient toilet) are essentially the same.  We control how we are used and how we use ourselves.  If you have in the past been forced into terrible things by your youth or those stronger than you and have now been accepted in the beloved (Ephesians 1:5-7) you can be changed from dishonor to honor.  The sins of verse 19 can be stopped.  You can ask Jesus into your heart.  Verse 21 says we must purge ourselves of these things and then we shall be a sanctified vessel of honor.  Sanctified in this case means separated, holy and without sin. 
Notice it says we must be prepared unto every good work.  Remember this chapter was all about turning away from the sins of the past and embracing the ways of God with a pure heart.  The Greek word ‘repent’ means just this, to turn away from the sin you were committing and going another direction.  Holding a grudge for years will not help anyone at all.  The person or persons who caused your difficulty probably do not care and even if they do, they cannot undo what has been done.  The choice is yours if you want to make a clean break from the past and step into God’s glorious future.  He is available to give you strength of will and strength of character but YOU must be the one to take that step.
22 Flee also youthful lusts: but follow righteousness, faith, charity, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart. 23 But foolish and unlearned questions avoid, knowing that they do gender strifes.
Let’s take a look at the path of God into holiness and righteousness.  You don’t have to be young to have youthful lusts.  They tend to become a pattern in your life but they began many years ago.  Notice it says to flee youthful desires, cravings, longings for what is forbidden.  Those passions are a part of your young physical body and must be sublimated and controlled.  Sublimated means to expend those passions in other areas like sports.  The fact that God says to ‘flee’ those lusts should tell you just how dangerous they are.  If a young teen gets pregnant or gets someone pregnant it is because they ignored this verse.
I can think of a few young men and women right now who have chosen the better path.  They follow righteousness and strive to serve God faithfully.  They walk in faith and feel ashamed but purged from past mistakes.  They believe the Word of God and pour their passions into serving Him.  They love God’s people, even those who have not fully surrendered to God.  They grieve for and love the lost, encouraging them to come back to God.  They choose peace and link up with like minded believers to spread God’s message of love to all the earth.  Their heart is focused on the work and words of God and they are pure in their love for God, not living a false life before Him.
One of the greatest flaws in this country is our educational system.  We have allowed non-believing college professors to mold the hearts and minds of our children.  They bring up the question ‘hath God said,’ almost daily and in many cases state boldly, ‘there is no God.’  These predacious barracudas sweep in to young adults who have moved away from their parents home for the first time and fill their minds with lies and half truths until some of our children no longer even know their own names.  Our purpose in sending our children to college is so their education will allow them to obtain a job or career and be able to support themselves.  Their purpose is to sit on their little soapboxes and spew their demonic dogma to all who will hear. 
I know that there are some godly and God fearing college professors out there; but I have experienced false doctrine out of so called Christian professors eager to twist some scripture totally out of context.  Why?  Because in the college system you are frequently honored by the number of papers you write.  My purpose in stating this is to point out how dangerous college can be for the minds of our youth.  The so called progressive movement was begun in colleges by professors who chafed under the life God requires.  The only way to change it is to deny God and His rules.  Satan has had almost free reign in most schools for many decades and will not give them up easily. 
Even many seminaries which are supposed to prepare men and women for ministry no longer teach the infallibility of God’s word.  They have become schools of psycho-social life without any understanding of the power of the true God.  As parents it is our responsibility to determine what a school teaches and what they believe before we send our children there to learn.  Just because a college has Christian somewhere in their name does not mean they have held on to their faith roots.  This chapter is all about producing and growing faithful Christians and we must above all take care for our children. 
24 And the servant of the Lord must not strive; but be gentle unto all men, apt to teach, patient, 25 In meekness instructing those that oppose themselves; if God peradventure will give them repentance to the acknowledging of the truth; 26 And that they may recover themselves out of the snare of the devil, who are taken captive by him at his will.
This verse absolutely hammers the fire and brimstone, “You’re going to HELL,” preacher who sends his people to picket the homes of homosexuals killed in action to curse their dead children.  Is sin serious?  Yes.  Is homosexuality a serious sin?  Yes.  Will they go to Hell if they do not change and repent?  Yes.  Will you change their minds by cussing them out and calling them terrible things?  No.  All those sins committed in Galatians chapter five will keep you out of heaven if you fail to repent and turn your life around but you cannot reach people by treating them with contempt.  How did Jesus reach you?  Was it with a belt or with love?
I love that this says we must be gentle with all.  The word man is not included in the Greek.  We are required to be gentle with all human beings whether male or female, ready at all times to teach and be patient.  All these things require faith in God that He has the situation under control.  Patience requires love and faith.  We understand that these people are living lives that endanger themselves and their eternal life.  Even knowing this we are required to be meek and humble in our dealings with them.  Why?  Because if we do anything to anger or drive them away we are not following the example of Jesus who would not even put out a glowing ember on a bit of flax. 
They are already in the Devil’s hands.  Their future is as secure as Satan can make it.  He will be doing whatever he can to get them to go into the grave in sin and we must be smarter, more loving and more gracious to overcome his lies and deceit.  Satan tells his children that we are unloving, rude, arrogant and always angry and all too often we display just those examples.  Why are you angry or rude?  Do you think you can defend God?  He doesn’t need your defense or your help bringing punishment.  He is quite capable of taking care of Himself and His rules.  What He needs from you is a gracious loving example of Jesus to show the world and draw them to Him.  That is our job, to raise up the love of Christ in the world.
This is our job beloved.  It’s not easy and it is not going to make your flesh happy but it is our job.  Your spirit will love you for it though.
Bishop J

Friday, April 5, 2013

2 Timothy Chapter 1


1 Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the will of God, according to the promise of life which is in Christ Jesus, 2 To Timothy, my dearly beloved son: Grace, mercy, and peace, from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.
Receiving a blessing from an apostle or pastor or other five fold ministry gift seems to be vastly underrated these days.  The first thing Paul does here is to give his name and title.  I have seen many who ignore titles saying, “I’m just brother or sister so and so.”  Perhaps you are, however if God has seen fit to ordain you and anoint you to carry that title, then it seems we ought to see those titles as He does.  Paul was writing to his beloved son in the gospel.  When he spoke a word of blessing over him it was not a wishful, hopeful, “perhaps God will hear.”  It was a dynamic and powerful, “By faith God WILL grant you grace (charis), mercy (eleos), and peace (eirene).  These gifts will be given by both God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.”  One may not be able to command God but one may command the blessings of God according to your anointing and level of faith.
The next time someone says, “God bless you.”  Consider the source, as they say.  Was it spoken in faith like Timothy’s blessing, or just something the other person said that was nothing more than a powerless platitude.  If the person has the requisite anointing and call on their life but did not seem to have put their heart in it; perhaps you might simply ask them to put some faith into it.  Everyone’s life becomes overwhelming on occasion and perhaps they didn’t put much faith behind your blessing.  You might want to say, “Apostle, you seem to be a bit preoccupied today.  Perhaps you could pray that again with more feeling?”  You should be sensitive to the other’s mental state, but there is no reason you can’t encourage them to put their heart into it.  Find them when they are rested and full of energy.  Faith requires our physical self is fully engaged with the spiritual self. 
3 I thank God, whom I serve from my forefathers with pure conscience, that without ceasing I have remembrance of thee in my prayers night and day; 4 Greatly desiring to see thee, being mindful of thy tears, that I may be filled with joy; 5 When I call to remembrance the unfeigned faith that is in thee, which dwelt first in thy grandmother Lois, and thy mother Eunice; and I am persuaded that in thee also.
Are you faithful to your calling?  Paul was.  According to verse 3 he never had to mentally hedge his answers to those who asked, “Are you praying for me?”  He was.  In Philemon he said, “Making mention of thee.”  Here it is translated remembrance but remains the same Greek word, mneia.  One has the idea that while praying, whenever the needs of Timothy, Philemon or others came to his mind and he spoke a blessing over them. 
Paul had an intense craving to see his son Timothy.  He understood how much grief Timothy had endured this far and wanted to see him and let him know that he was okay.  The last point he made was to give Timothy an understanding of his potential and make sure he was not discouraged by the struggles and difficulties he had endured.  One point to consider is that most of the original disciples of Jesus were killed for their faith.  These leaders were forced to make sure those following were up to the task of continuing the spread of the gospel.  This is still a real responsibility of powerful leaders today.  One should always have prepared a replacement and possibly several.
6 Wherefore I put thee in remembrance that thou stir up the gift of God, which is in thee by the putting on of my hands.
I hope you’ll take time to examined the underlined words in the following verses.  These words are adjectives and hook phrases together into one contiguous sentence.  It the case of scripture, the phrases are verses and whether connected by wherefore, but, for, and or any other conjunction, are all part of one thought.  Verses three through five may be one sentence but verses three through twelve are one complete statement.  Paul is quite famous for run on sentences and this isn’t even his longest.
In verses three through five Paul is reminding Timothy of his spiritual legacy.  It is worth noting that God blesses families from generation to generation just as He used to curse AND bless families from generation to generation.  There is considerable teaching in the church that our actions alone will make or break us and there is no passing along of debts or benefits of a life lived badly or well.  This verse is just one of many that argue against this.  Notice that Paul went back to Timothy’s grandmother and mother.  Just as a good name is something to be sought after, building a strong multi-generation family history of growth, spiritual maturity and service is a noble and important goal as well.  Even curses may be retained for generations unless someone submits themselves to Christ and has that curse erased.
Just because Jesus died for mankind does not mean He died for you if you do not accept that gracious gift.  The Old Testament curses continue until they run into the blood of Jesus.  If you’ve never run to the blood then you have not outrun the curse.
The meat of this verse is to remember the gift God gave you through the laying on of hands of the presbytery (1 Timothy 4:14) and the stirring up of those gifts.  God rarely demands we succeed.  His Spirit nudges and empowers us but we can put Him off.  That is our choice as free agents of our own future.  He will not force you to miss Hell or have a better life through obedience and faithful living.  As someone who went through a season of boredom and inactivity I can honestly say it is much easier to stir up the gifts and keep them stirred up than it is to bring them back after a long period of lethargy.  I heartily recommend you keep the fire hot rather than living in cycles of weakness and strength.
7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
Are you afraid?  Draw closer.  Are you weak?  Draw closer.  Are you frustrated and aggravated by others?  Draw closer.  Is your mind a whirling mass of confusion?  Draw closer to God.  All these things are signs of a weak interpersonal relationship with God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.  The world will not accept you and the leaders are often suspicious of you.  We are not of this world and they can feel that disconnection.  You might win them individually to the Lord but you will never be their true friend until that happens.  Your life is offensive to them and in their offense they will not hear your message.  There will always be a lack of understanding between us and them and we win them a few at a time, not all at once.
8 Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of our Lord, nor of me his prisoner: but be thou partaker of the afflictions of the gospel according to the power of God; 9 Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began, 10 But is now made manifest by the appearing of our Savior Jesus Christ, who hath abolished death, and hath brought life and immortality to light through the gospel: 11 Whereunto I am appointed a preacher, and an apostle, and a teacher of the Gentiles.
So…since you are the recipient of God’s calling tug upon your heart and some man or woman’s blessing, and hopefully someone in your family has prayed for you to grow and be blessed; and now that you have been endowed with mighty spiritual gifts…do not let them atrophy or die.  Make them grow and flourish.  Be diligent to press toward the mark of the high calling in Christ Jesus and continue faithfully in the work God has assigned you.  Do not let the attacks of the enemy and godless on earth sway you to the right or left of God’s plan for your life. 
Look at verse nine.  God has called us with a great calling.  He didn’t do it because we were so special but because He looked upon us in love.  It was done before the world was created and God has patiently been causing it to unfold ever since.  Now look at verse ten.  Our future and blessings are unfolding because of Christ’s gifts, who has taken upon Himself the real problems that hold us back.  He has abolished death, given us real, tangible life and has given us immortality.  In other words…we have become much more than this weak and beggarly flesh and are now immortal like our Lord.  We will live forever.  This gospel of ours will bring all this to light so others may see and strive for that light.
It is bringing this glory (heavenly light and power) filled gospel to us that called “Paul the Persecutor” to be a proclaimer of God’s word and sent him to many exciting and sometimes dangerous places to teach its specifics.  More importantly, the Jewish Pharisee had been sent to a people he would not even have spoken to or willingly been in the same room with before.  This is something to consider in all we do.  We must know God’s will for us because it will likely be different from what we think we should be doing.
12 For the which cause I also suffer these things: nevertheless I am not ashamed: for I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day.
Whew!  This is the last part of a very long statement.  Everything from verse three on is summed up in this verse.  This one verse has three “special” conjunctions to tie it together.  Why do I suffer all these things?  Because of everything in verses three through eleven but specifically ten and eleven.  Paul was saying, “I am not ashamed.”  The words not ashamed can mean that he wasn’t embarrassed but more accurately says ‘I CANNOT BE STOPPED!”  The second part of this verse has been made into a song.  “I know whom I have believed…and am persuaded…that He is able…to keep that which I have committed…unto Him…against that day.  Which day?  The most likely day here is the ‘Day of the Lord’ when Jesus returns for His church. 
The Day of the Lord was the most important day in the hearts of the new disciples and many believed it would come in their lifetime.  It had become a fear that all this was a false hope and there would be no Day of the Lord.  Paul was prompted to lay that fear to rest many times and we still have his comforting words in Romans, Thessalonians and Corinthians.  “The dead in Christ would rise first.”  Why?  Because they had run their race and finished their course.  Only after the graduates were honored would the current students and teachers be raised up.  In actual practice this whole thing happens in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye.  How?  Because in that moment, we will be snatched out of these mortal bodies, removed from the bondage of time and given our glorious immortal bodies.  In that ‘moment’ you can live an entire lifetime and be no closer to the end.
13 Hold fast the form of sound words, which thou hast heard of me, in faith and love which is in Christ Jesus.
Let’s read this in the Amplified Bible.  13 Hold fast and follow the pattern of wholesome and sound teaching which you have heard from me, in [all] the faith and love which are [for us] in Christ Jesus.  When I learned to ride a motorcycle I was taught one rule that I held dear.  That rule was to assume all the other drivers on the road were trying to kill me.  Does that seem fatalistic or paranoid?  Perhaps it is but it contains a hint of truth nonetheless.  There’s an old saying that even paranoids have enemies.  John 15:19 says it pretty clearly, “The world hates you.” 
You are the holy ones.  You’re not perfect and that leaves you open to attack and character assassination but you have absolute standards (or should) and are hated by all unsaved men.  They might not even know why they do and try to accept you…but they will not be able to.  Why would I assume all car drivers are trying to kill me on my motorcycle?  Because when it comes to a small motorcycle they become blind and do not see me…they are looking for other full size cars.  Why do I assume all sinners hate me?  Because their father is the Devil and even without knowing it they are pushed toward hating me.  They are blind and cannot see the truth.  Only God’s Spirit can open their hearts to see the truth and accept it.
Once you know this, you can understand why it is so important that we do not allow the ways of the flesh to taint our doctrine or Christian ideals.  You can’t lower God’s standards to win souls.  That makes you into some psycho-babble shrink who is working things out as you go along.  Your responsibility is to keep the Word of God in HOLINESS and POWER and let God touch those hearts that He will.  In this country we are all sinking toward the abyss of touchie feelie humanistic doctrine and away from the true doctrine of sin and salvation.  God says He never changes.  What was true two thousand years ago is still true today.  Stand on the truth beloved and hold to the love of our Lord Jesus.
14 That good thing which was committed unto thee keep by the Holy Ghost which dwelleth in us.
The Amplified version says, “14 Guard and keep [with the greatest care] the precious and excellently adapted [Truth] which has been entrusted [to you], by the [help of the] Holy Spirit Who makes His home in us.”  That’s pretty clear isn’t it?  You can’t do it alone but the Holy Spirit makes it possible and strengthens us to hold the truth in love.  God expects the best of us.  He expects the most of us.  He expects miracles because He has empowered us to walk in them.  He expects us to hold His word PERFECT and COMPLETE and UNCHANGED in any way, never bowing to the world or their version of wisdom.
15 This thou knowest, that all they which are in Asia be turned away from me; of whom are Phygellus and Hermogenes.
How sad.  An entire group of people turned away from God…and not just from Paul but from God Himself.  Paul frequently had to deal with those who came, grew up quickly, fed by excitement and this ‘new thing’ and just as quickly died off because they had no root in themselves.  As ministers of God’s word, this is a fact of life.  There will be those who you offer your love and prayers to, those you weep over and stay up nights comforting and those very people who will cut you to the heart when they leave.  It used to hurt when they did it to my Apostle and worse when it happened to me, but I finally realized that it is part and parcel of our walk with the Lord. 
Some people simply are not rooted and grounded in themselves (Mark 4:17) and others trying to find love do not really love themselves.  There are seven verses in the New Testament alone that tell us we must love our neighbor’s as we love ourselves (Matthew 19:19, 22:39, Mark 12:31, Luke 10:27, Romans 13:9, Galatians 5:14 and James 2:8).  For some this is hard because they do not love themselves.  For others, they are not made perfect in love and stop when they are hurt.  Whatever the reason, these cannot hold onto the miracle of faith that is our walk with God.
16 The Lord give mercy unto the house of Onesiphorus; for he oft refreshed me, and was not ashamed of my chain: 17 But, when he was in Rome, he sought me out very diligently, and found me. 18 The Lord grant unto him that he may find mercy of the Lord in that day: and in how many things he ministered unto me at Ephesus, thou knowest very well.
This is not the Onesimus of Philemon.  Onesiphorus was a little known believer who was one of those seldom mentioned men or women who attach themselves to a struggling minister and make their life easier by lifting whatever burdens are afflicting the minister and making their lives easier.  According to this verse he did so more than a few times and did not think Paul’s bondage was due to sin or foolishness.  The man went out of his way to track Paul down in his Roman prison so he might relieve him of some burden.
He was probably a business man who managed his travel to coincide with Paul’s journeys and may have become a Christian in Ephesus.  His Greek name meant “bringing profit.”  It brings us back to my earlier reminder of how much a good name is worth.  It’s price is far above rubies.  Nothing here says he became a preacher or a prophet.  It says he refreshed Paul.  Sometimes your gift is that you know how to make money and that gift serves you well in comforting the man or woman of God.  Our Lord never blesses us with the ability to get wealth for our life here on Earth alone.  It always is primarily to empower the ministry and ease the heart of some man or woman of God.
I have seen this quite often that a real need in the minister’s life is met by a saint who wants nothing more than to be a blessing.  Sadly, I have seen it abused by others who use their money to control the man or woman of God.  Beloved, if God gives you the wonderful opportunity to aid the work of God through your financial blessing, then do not let that opportunity slip through your hands.  I have done so myself more than a few times in the past and it always blessed me more than the one I gave to.

Friday, March 29, 2013

Heart On Fire - Now on Kindle (Read Excerpts Here)

I have completed my Kindle version of "Heart On Fire" and it is available for purchase on Amazon.  Hope everyone enjoys it and is blessed by it.  You can find it by searching for Heart On Fire with my last name.  If you enjoy my lessons, buy one for a friend who has a kindle or kindle app on their phone or iPad.  I have tried to price the book so you can send copies to friends in this country and overseas much more cheaply than the price of overseas postage so they can read it on their computers.

Heart On Fire includes a foreword by Dr. Beatrice M. Sims and I believe it will greatly bless your walk with the Lord.

If you enjoy the book please post a review on Amazon so others might be blessed.  I am including the first few chapters here.


Bishop J.


 
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Foreward
Preface
Do You Have The Symptoms?
Justify Whatever You Want; It Still Smells!
Cleaning My Glasses
Only A Blind Man Can Go To The Beach
Abort, Abort, Abort!
Got To Have It!
Enough!  Do Your Miracles Another Way.
It Doesn’t Take All That
I Hate You People!  Why Can’t You Dress For Church!
Forgiveness Is Not A Suggestion
Hard Hearts Get Crushed, Tender Hearts Get Broken. You Choose
I Know, That I Know, That I Know
Do I Have To Give It All?
Do You Use Sign Language?
The Greatest!
How Thoughtful
Mine Eyes Have Seen The Glory Of The Coming Of The Lord
Can I Get A Witness?
Hmmmmm…
Fine!  He’s Healed. But I Still Don’t Like It!
Be Fruitful and Multiply
Climb A Little Lower To Get Ahead
Because I Said So, That’s Why!
Don’t Expect The Worst! Don’t Expect The Worst! Don’t Expect The Worst!
Maybe I Need A Doctor
Why So Serious?
I Need A Spiritual Pacemaker
Alive And Well, Living On The Right Hand
You Should See Me; But You Don’t!
The Devil Made Me Do It
Yeshua: Deliverer, Provider, Carpenter, Companion
What Are You Worried About?
I’ll Cry If I Want To … Or Not
Now You Don’t - Now You See Me
And The Winner Is…
Irritated, Inspired, Anointed And Fruitful
That’s Weird. I Feel The Same Way!
Drop Dead.
Hang‘em!
Don’t Mess With Jesus People!
And A Husband Shall Cleave Unto His Wife
Bishop To King 2
Ephathah, Be Opened
Wait! You’re Afraid For Me!?
Wax Your Car, Not Your Heart
Easter Bunny Doctrine
Shut Up! It’s My Treasure!
Circumcision Always Hurts
I Get To Suffer? Yes!!
Potato Chip Sin
Sometimes, You Just Can’t Lose
Are You Willing To Burn For Me?
Can You Hear It?
The Doctrine of Clean Sheets
You’re A Man? Sorry To Hear That
Before You Judge Me, Keep His Commandments
What’s Love Got To Do With It? Pt. 1
What’s Love Got To Do With It? Pt. 2
What’s Love Got To Do With It? Pt. 3
What’s Love Got To Do With It? Pt. 4
What’s Love Got To Do With It? Pt. 5
What’s Love Got To Do With It? Pt. 6
Thus Saith The Lord!
I Love A Good Book
I’m Not Blind; I Just Don’t See It That Way
The Finest China Is Still Just Pretty Dirt
Who Runs This Company Anyway?
You Have An Attitude Problem, Pt 1
You Have An Attitude Problem, Pt 2
I Really Want The Best … For You
Israel Gave Full Faith-ed-ly, Do You Give At All?
I Love You Daddy
Champion!
Don’t Turn Out The Light
The Right Stuff
Shalom
You Should Tend To God’s Knitting
Yes Sir
Gold Don’t Tarnish ‘Cause The Fire’s Too Hot
My Soul Is Anchored
I Believe, I Believe, I Believe
Turn Left At Faith Street, Right On Love Drive. Park
He’s Working It Out In You
Together Pure, Forever Pure
Tenderizers Are Rarely Gentle
Dirt Can’t Hide
Tender Hearts Are Easy To Write On
Don’t Get Lost In A Heart of Darkness
Bodies Crave Exercise, but Hearts Grow In Grace
You Are What You Say
Trials Make Anointed Hearts Grow
Do You Get It Yet?
A Pearl by Any Other Name
Let Not Your Heart Be Troubled
Weeping May Endure For A Night
You Sure It Was Your Heart?
Payday Is Coming After While


Foreward

Most “devotional” books and booklets function like a spiritual vitamin – take one a day and you will feel better.  But neither vitamin pills nor devotional books were ever meant to replace balanced diets; they are meant to be supplements.  Hence, most devotional material is light on doctrine, designed to give the reader a spiritual lift more than to instruct the truth.  Enter Bishop J.R. Staab’s book, Heart On Fire.  Ignoring the normal lighthearted paradigm of this genre of literature, Bishop Staab offers biblical meat and potatoes.  I can think of no other book of this type that so meticulously enlightens the mind as it encourages the heart.  I recommend it highly.
Dr. Beatrice Sims
Pastor – Teacher of Riverside Faith Temple Ministries, Int’l.
Author of Spiritual Warfare Handbook and Journey Through James

 

 




Preface

As someone who has struggled through a spiritual wilderness of Bible teaching churches I recognized the promised land when I arrived.  Like most kids (even spiritual ones), I have run from the rule of my parent’s home; but I have never been able to run from their teaching or their dedication to God.  My spiritual parents, like my natural ones have only wanted the best for me and it has shown in both rewards and punishments.  We all come to a knowledge of Christ with some baggage (or in my case a steamer trunk).  For all my flaws and shortcomings, I have never forgotten the examples that Apostle Joe and Pastor Bea Sims have displayed in my sight.  My apostle and father in the Gospel went home to be with the Lord on a Sunday Morning and his wife preached that very same morning.
Heart On Fire is all about that sense of dedication to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ that can compel someone to ignore the pain and press toward the mark of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.  That kind of example cannot be ignored but it will burn within you until all your excuses are consumed. 
Like the Pentecostal hymn:
It’s just like fire, shut up in my bones.
It’s the Holy Ghost fire, shut up in my bones.
It’s just like fire, and it’s shut up in my bones.
It’s the Holy Ghost fire, and it’s shut up in my bones.

Are You On Fire?





Do You Have The Symptoms?

Luke 24:31 And their eyes were opened, and they knew him; and he vanished out of their sight. 32 And they said one to another, Did not our heart burn within us, while he talked with us by the way, and while he opened to us the scriptures?
Well, did it?  I can’t count the number of times when I have heard someone ‘talking about Jesus’ and I just wanted to get out of there.  My heart didn’t burn, smoke, smolder or spark.  Every natural gift and fleshly pleasure was all I sought.  People tried to tell me about Jesus and I would blow them off and tell them to move on.  On a few rare occasions during my youth, God got my attention.  I prayed, cried out and He met me where I was.  It was quite glorious and equally brief.  Fast forward four years or so, and it was His time to begin again. 
It wasn’t enough for Him to send a few religious fanatics to jam me up on the street, He began to weave a web of Christians around my life to trap me.  It had been so long since I heard that voice or felt that touch that I usually chocked it up to wishful thinking.  I didn’t like the life I was living. I wanted someone or something to come along and make it better.  Those people he set around me got a little pushy; “when are you coming to church, come pray with us, we’re having a bible study.”  Every so often they would get me when I was down and I’d go with them.  Each time God would make a difference.  It was getting harder to ignore the obvious need in my life and I realized I really was tired of ignoring Him. I prayed the prayer.
I finally got SAVED!!!  Gloriously, passionately, victoriously!!  The experience was wonderful; and it lasted about a week.  You can walk in the stratosphere with God, but it requires great faith.  Great faith comes through trials and tribulation.  Faith comes when you deny self and follow the examples of Christ.  Back then, I was a great believer in self.  I fed it, nurtured it and upheld it.  If we have a place called selfless, mine was a semi-deserted shack with no furniture on a treeless island.  It was uncomfortable to live in and even harder to get to.
You might ask, “Why would anyone want to be selfless?  Don’t I have a right to be happy?”
Are you happy?  Let’s be honest, most people who live for themselves, yet are still concerned for others, suffer some inner turmoil.  If you have actually asked Jesus the Christ, Yeshua, Son of the Living God into your life there will be a change.  This is not just something I have experienced, though I have; this is the true word.  Romans 5:5 says, “And the hope does not put us to shame, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts through the Holy Spirit given to us…”
Just how long can you remain selfish when God is pouring His love and His compassion into you faster than you can possibly use it up?  Kenneth Hagin once described it as a scratching in your chest, like the cat wants to be let out.  “No I won’t let you use my car; I don’t care how safe you drive.”  Scratch, scratch, scratch.  “I am not getting up at three o’clock to pray because they won’t pray for themselves.”  Scratch, scratch, scratch. 
Now some of us are REALLY stubborn or selfish.  We got saved to miss Hell or because we had a momentary attack of conscience after weeks or months of work on the part of the Holy Spirit.  There is a saying at our church that I believe has more than a little truth.  We say that first God woos, “Come to me my beloved;” then He warns, “That is enough child.  Do what you are told or suffer the consequences; then he wallops, “_____.”  No words there, it’s all action. 
In my own case, I have been particularly thick over the years.  How about going to work on a Sunday morning when the Holy Spirit made it very clear He wasn’t comfortable with that idea?  Still, it was double time and a half.  That’s a lot of money.  Have you ever told yourself that missing just one service wouldn’t hurt? Wanna bet?
Fast forward two weeks, alone in my apartment in a body cast after an accident that broke my back in two places.  My wife took all the time off work she could, but eventually, I had to be left alone.  Just me and God.  As she walked out the door the Holy Spirit said, “Good, now we can talk.”
A week earlier I had been informed that the insurance company had good news for me.  Since I was making double time and a half at the time of the accident, they were going to pay me that rate for the three months I was in the cast.  The shepherd had figuratively broken my legs and then carried me and fed me until I could get around again.  Note to self, “Learn the first time stupid!” 
Had I listened and applied myself into my life in Christ, I would probably have a tremendous ministry by now.  The gifts are there; I know they are.  This isn’t arrogance on my part; it is a calm assurance of who Christ is in my life and what skills and gifts He has poured into me.  All it takes is to draw near with your whole heart.  Can you do that?  Will you do that?  I’d like to say I did, but truthfully, I tried here and there and was lukewarm most of the time.  Thankfully, I had one redeeming characteristic.  I was too ‘well educated’ to avoid church very often and He used that to build on.
You might say to yourself that you just don’t feel that burning in your heart when the preacher speaks or when you pray.  That’s okay, it just means you have to focus a little harder and press in a little closer.  A Rabbi, Ralph Messer, once said that God moves in seven day cycles in our life.  I believe He moves in cycles of seven days, weeks, months or years.  
When you mess up, He doesn’t start again right away.  You’ve placed yourself in a situation where you have to wait on God since you made Him wait on you.  I remember once when I went to the doctor and while there had to take a call.  Of course the call came right when the doctor walked in.  I HAD to take it; literally had to.  I was extremely apologetic but told him it was urgent I take it.  He gave me a look and walked out.  The call took five minutes.  It was forty before I saw the doctor again, and he might well have made me reschedule. 
He had ten years of medical school and I needed him to fix something.  God might tug on your heart for five minutes, but it will be a week before He tugs again if you blow Him off; if you’re lucky.  He might take longer.  He has an eternity of knowledge and all the power of the universe.  Don’t you think He knows it isn’t always convenient when He calls you?  Isn’t it possible that he’s trying to show you something important?  Yes, you can put God off.  It’s stupid and I don’t recommend it, but it is possible. 
I’m learning.  The Lord called me last night and I was really focused on my writing.  This time, I arose and hurried upstairs to pray.  My daughter tried to stop me with a question and I had to tell her, “Not right now.”  Obeying God will keep that fire burning in your heart.  Disobedience is like pouring water on the coals.  Answering immediately might just cost you something painful; but putting it off will cost you far more.
Heed the call!
Lord, help me stay focused on your Spirit. My heart knows you are my only hope in life.  Thank you for your gracious, longsuffering Spirit.  I can’t even imagine life without your love and grace.  Father, I believe I will achieve everything you have for me; help me to be willing to pay the price.  In Jesus’ Name, Amen.



Justify Whatever You Want; It Still Smells!

Luke 6:45 A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh. 46 And why call ye me, Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I say?
Do you have kids?  You know the one that comes in after breaking your heirloom vase and is suddenly helpful?  “Mommy, can I fold clothes?”  In terror you run through the house until you see the empty place on the mantle where ‘it’ used to be.  Your best friend might have been in the room at that moment and thought, “Oh, what a thoughtful child!”  They can only see the child’s actions, while the mother, through her relationship, saw the heart. 
God Your Father absolutely knows your heart.  To be honest, most people who have known you for any length of time know your heart also. I used to think it must be pleasant, for a while anyway, to be able to lie to yourself.  I’ve never had that option.  For my entire Christian walk, I have had to be honest with myself.  Oh, I know what people think of me and how they see me, but I can’t lie to myself and say it’s their problem and not mine.  There may be those who hate me because my life is better or more disciplined than theirs (hard to believe), but I would generally agree with someone’s true assessment of my life if asked. 
The Word of God is true.  You will tell on yourself; whether through your actions or attitudes, your inner state will come through. People who fully embrace the fruit of the flesh as described in Galatians will become what they abhor in others.  Those who follow after the fruit of the spirit will not only have more peace, but learn that when God is the one making a difference, they will have prosperity as well.  God is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. 
Do you suppose all his rewards are spiritual?  Not even close. 
Look at the story of Ruth.  Elimelech was a greedy, faithless man of wealth who didn’t want to share his substance with the starving poor in Israel.  He left during the famine and moved to a country that God had cut off from any dealings with Israel.  Because of his sin, God killed him, and when the sons he had raised chose heathen brides rather than return to Israel and face the music, God killed them as well.  Their hearts chose a path that seemed easier yet ultimately caused great sorrow.  I don’t know whether Naomi was in favor of her husband’s decision, but back then she had little choice in the matter but to follow his lead. 
Once Elimelech and his sons died, she was free to follow her own course.  She had lost everything.  Her sons also followed in their father’s path and by the time she was able to go home, there was nothing left and they were dead. You can almost imagine how much they paid out to physicians between the three of them.  The men in her life were greedy, useless souls who represented the worst of Proverbs 11:24-27,  “There is one who scatters yet increases more; but a withholder of just due comes only to poverty. 25  The blessed soul will be made fat; he who waters will also drink fully. 26  One holding back grain, the people curse him; but a blessing is to the head of one selling grain. 27  He who early is seeking good seeks favor; but one pursuing evil, it shall come to him.”   
God had commanded his people to help the poor.  It was the Lord’s responsibility to bless Israel when they obeyed His word. By his failure to obey God’s Word, Elimelech cursed himself and his entire family.  Many times a heart is revealed because those who please God reap the rewards and benefits of His hand on their life. A well known preacher said he has always observed that God is totally capable of letting you miss any and all opportunities that would bless you, if your heart is not right.  Those who seek to please God will often fall into opportunities that less righteous souls would do anything for and never obtain.  Juanita Bynum said recently that the world is on sale for those who seek to please God.
To please Him, you must obey His Word; and that takes faith.  You may never see the process God uses to bless you; but if you walk in expectation and assurance of His promise, you will always get the blessing. You need to understand that most people aren’t really evil, we just mess up.  Our attitudes and willfulness overcome our common sense and we blow it.  I’m not going to address the evil man here because it’s unlikely he would be reading this and while there is hope for that person in Christ, right now I’m talking to my siblings. 
You have to push past your comfort zone in Christ.  Without faith it is impossible to please God, and if He isn’t happy with you, you won’t be happy with the results. The Lord absolutely has more for you than you have experienced.  I have NEVER met the saint who couldn’t improve their life by trusting God more.  I hesitate to write this because I don’t know if I’m going to get back to it and expand on it but here goes…
If someone treats you like dirt and YOU feel bad about it or feel less of yourself because of it, YOU lack faith.  The Lord says you are fearfully and wonderfully made and for a saint of God to have low self-esteem (your SELF is in HIM), you lack faith.  If you are ALWAYS too broke to pay tithes, you lack faith.  This is especially true if you are only responsible for yourself.  I believe I would challenge God to raise my income level or lower my cost of living if I had to starve myself or live in a car, and still … pay … my … tithes.  Paying tithes is an act of faith and while I have messed up occasionally, I have always tried to keep track and pay the Lord back any tithes I misused.  I try to always pay it back, plus 20 percent.  Yes, I know it’s difficult, but do you want God in charge of your money, or you.  Prove me now herewith saith the Lord of Hosts.  Pay your tithes and trust Him. 
Another thing; watch your dirty mind.  We’re not talking about sex here, we’re talking about anything that is not as gracious as you want God to be toward you.  We’re talking about anger, rage, frustration, gossip, mocking, lying, etc, etc, etc, (and yes, illicit sex too.) One of the major reasons you are ill all the time or lack so often is due to the mess that runs through the ‘privacy’ of your own mind.  Nothing is private to God and He judges your worthiness to receive blessings by every single thought. Follow Philippians 4:4-8: Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I say, Rejoice! 5  Let your reasonableness be known to all men. The Lord is near. 6  Be anxious about nothing, but in everything by prayer and by petition with thanksgivings, let your requests be made known to God; 7  and the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will keep your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. 8  For the rest, brothers, whatever is true, whatever honorable, whatever is right, whatever pure, whatever lovely, whatever of good report, if of any virtue, and if of any praise, think on these things.
Whatsoever is NOT true, honorable, right, pure, and lovely, of good report, of virtue or of praise, don’t keep it to yourself; give it to God. Yes, His grace is sufficient for you to receive many blessings just because He knows you are too immature to get it right. Is that all you want though, to live on His grace? Come on, grace is nice, but wouldn’t it be great to reap even greater rewards because you refuse to allow your own mind to rule your future?  God is greater than your thoughts and while it is difficult (trust me, I know), you can overcome your evil thoughts. Your future depends on it.
It may be your most painful battle, but YOU CAN WIN!!!
Lord, you have always loved me and enabled me to serve you; even when my flesh called it quits.  I believe I can do all things through your Spirit and that you will not let me fail you in this life.  Forgive me for my failures God.  I surrender to you in faith believing you will bring my promised future to pass.  In Jesus’ Name, Amen.



Cleaning My Glasses

Matthew 5:8 Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
The word pure is the Greek word katharos where we get our English word, catharsis. It not only means clean and pure, but clear.  How can you expect to see God who is invisible, if your heart is full of dirt.  It is impossible to see him anyway except through the spirit of faith so a darkened heart is doubly blind. When someone tells you they’re going through a catharsis, they mean they’re working out the pain and confusion in their mind and heart so they can be reborn or start again.  That is what it takes to see God.  You must be born again. 
Think about Moses; the most humble man in history according to God.  He asked to see God and was told that no man could see the Lord and live.  It makes sense.  The Pharisees, who knew the Torah (God’s law) better than anyone else in the world, were some of the most arrogant people on Earth.  They wore garments that said, “Holy Unto The Lord,” and were an example of what had to be (true holiness) and what one day would be (in Christ), but certainly not then. Holiness we know is a matter of the heart and spirit, not the flesh.  Moses was humble, but not holy.  It is impossible for a man to become holy and pure apart from the atoning work of Christ. 
Mind you, I want to be in my glorified body before looking on God, but if God Himself calls me holy, I can stand in that place.  If I want to truly see Him though, my heart must be clean and pure to the point of being clear.  Are your thoughts clear of any stain or random wild fancy?  We’re not talking about the atoning work of Christ here; at least not alone.  We’re talking about someone who has wrestled through the power and anointing of God until their thoughts are under control, purged from every evil work.  Pure. Crystal clear. Beyond 1 Corinthians 13.
So … are your glasses clean?
Father, I admit I am legally blind without you.  It is your guidance and grace that keeps me on that path that is straight and narrow.  I love you Lord and pray you will continue to raise me up into the image and likeness you have ordained for my life. Thank you Father.  In Jesus’ Name, Amen.