For Those of us Who
Feel Unworthy
1 Corinthians 1:17 For Christ sent me not to baptize, but
to preach the gospel: not with wisdom of words, lest the cross of Christ should
be made of none effect.
This letter began, “I Paul, invited to be an Apostle, by the
foreknowledge of God…” He did not
consider himself to be worthy. If you
doubt that, simply read Romans 7:7-24 or 2 Corinthians 12:7-9. Paul always felt inadequate for the task he
was assigned. His life journey took him
from a prideful Pharisee, to nearly despairing of ever being worthy, to final
acceptance of his total unsuitability for the position…BUT FOR THE GRACE OF
GOD. There are two types of Christians
who cause me to shake my head. One is
always frustrated by the flaws and mistakes of others and gives no allowance of
their human weakness and is apparently unaware of his own. The other simply says, “Nobody can live this
life so they shouldn’t even try. God
will accept us as we are because we can’t succeed anyway.”
Both of these attitudes are wrong. First of all, it is not our responsibility to
judge others in their walk with God.
True, we should be teachers and encouragers along life’s road. Scripture says, “reprove, rebuke and exhort
with all longsuffering and doctrine (2 Timothy 4:2). It also says that we ought to be workmen who
need not be ashamed, RIGHTLY DIVIDING the Word of Truth (2 Timothy 2:15). We are not worthy but we still ought to help
one another make it and live as perfectly by His Word as we can and not as we might
want.
People who allegorize and rationalize scripture miss one
very important part of it. God wants to
be involved in our lives. He wants to make Himself known and real. The fact that we so rarely see that sort of
thing in our lives is due to our attitude and level of surrender and not to His
willingness. The cross of Christ should
have GREAT effect. It should deliver and
move us powerfully. Drug addicts should
be set free and those destroyed by the ravages of a life of sin should be
raised up. In other words; the Gospel of
Jesus Christ is actually supposed to work without fancy words and fair speeches
(Romans 16:18).
1 Corinthians 1:18 For the preaching of the cross is to
them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of
God.
If you don’t think that most unsaved people think we’re
fools or insane, just read the responses they put in the comment sections of
most articles on Christian lifestyle. We
Christians appear to come off somewhere between Jack the Ripper and Isis. They certainly lump us together with the
latter and say that all religions are like that. The actual doctrine of our faith does not
matter a bit to their ‘version’ of the truth.
As I said in the section above, the word of God should flow
with the miracle working power of God.
If it does not then our walk with God needs some serious growth. The Word is pretty specific about what we
ought to be able to accomplish in Christ.
“And these signs shall follow them
that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new
tongues; They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it
shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover
(Mark 16:16-18).” I don’t say that
taking up serpents or drinking poison is something we are to do as an act of
faith, but if it happens we are bitten or accidentally drink such things, we
should survive.”
1 Corinthians 1:19 For it is written, I will destroy the
wisdom of the wise, and will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent.
People who call us deluded fools are not stupid or
unthinking. If anything they are
thinking so much that they are unable to think further than the world around us
and into the world that actually created that world. I suppose they would tell you that they
believe in what they can see and not a fairy tale. The trouble with this literal “what you see
is what you get” attitude is that this world which we live in is more empty
space than solid reality. The very atoms
that make up your being are mostly empty space.
The only truly ‘real’ part of our makeup is spirit, which is why Jesus
says, “We must worship God in spirit and in truth (John 4:23-24, 14:16-17, 1
John 5:6).”
The word for truth is aletheia
and means the certainty of reality. We
can live and reproduce and create beautiful things and yet the reality of life
is beyond what we see and smell and taste and touch. We are a spirit. It is the only eternal part of what we
are. It is also why those who become
overwhelmed by the difficulties of life and horrors of their treatment by their
fellow man do not help themselves by committing suicide. Death in the service of God leads to life but
death in the hopes of escaping judgment leads only to eternal torment. God’s great gift is eternity and it is also
His great curse. In those who live for
Him it is a gift. In those who live for themselves
and live only in this mortal body it is a curse because judgment will never
end.
One of the greatest problems mankind faces is anger in the
face of wounded feelings. Many
Christians are not well trained or sufficiently disciplined. If they were then they would not attack those
living in sin but would rather comfort them with the words of truth and love
and deliverance. Because we often react
in fear – perhaps thinking we ought to protect our God – we hurl insults toward
sinners rather than words of love and grace.
Scripture says that grace and truth came from Jesus (John 1:16). Because we fail to give grace (unmerited
favor) to those in sin, they are filled with anger. This anger drives them into a desire to
attack us intellectually.
These are not stupid people.
They are thinking and reasoning and often have a wisdom of natural
things that exceeds our own. You cannot
win them by declaring the anger of God when they cannot even see God. You must win them with love and grace and
truth. Those attributes will ultimately
bring the real changing force of God…power.
The power of God ought to reside in us and flow through us. If it does not then the fault does not rest
in God or the sinners, but in us.
1 Corinthians 1:20 AMP Where
is the wise man and the philosopher? Where is the scribe and the scholar? Where
is the investigator, the logician and the debater of this present time and age? Has not God shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?
One of the greatest frustrations of the modern scientists is
the discovery of the Big Bang creation of the universe. Far from being an attack against Christianity
it makes you see even more the wonder of God.
Chuck Missler said in one of his teachings, “First there was NOTHING and
then it exploded.” As God says in verse
20, “Where is your wisdom wise man? How
is it that your knowledge ends so quickly scholar? Can you answer the same questions I asked of
Job? Well??
Psalm 19 says, “1 THE
HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His
handiwork. 2 Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows
forth knowledge. 3 There is no speech nor spoken word from the stars; their
voice is not heard. 4 Yet their voice by evidence goes out through all the
earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a
tent for the sun…” God declares that
the universe displays his handiwork and without words speaks powerful volumes
of the greatness of God.
The end of verse 4 says, “God has made the heavens a tent
for our sun.” We try to say that those
who wrote scripture were ignorant savages with no knowledge of the universe
around them but in reality they knew more in many areas than a modern
scientist. The writers knew the world
was round like a ball. Later people who
ignored scripture thought it to be flat.
We have spent thousands of years relearning knowledge contained in the
writings of scripture. No religion on
earth has more scientific truth than the Bible.
In verse 20, God is throwing down the gauntlet and saying, “If you think
you’re so smart…prove it to me!”
Christians and Jews should never fear for the honor of God’s word. He will always perform it (Jeremiah 1:12).
1 Corinthians 1:21 For after that in the wisdom of God
the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of
preaching to save them that believe.
Consider a being greater in size and might than the entire
known or unknown universe. He observes
the antics of a small backward planet in a corner of a single galaxy that HE
created and hears their arrogant statement that “there is no God!” Since their small, nearsighted myopic vision
has so amused Him He has decided to win souls and save them by the simple
expedient of having someone tell a story of love. What a God.
No arrogance. Just calm assurance
of who He is.
It’s not the people who mock God that bother me since God is
not mocked (Galatians 6:7). He made us
eternal beings and promised us glory and wonders if we serve Him and live for
Him. What bothers me is those who
deliberately lie for the purpose of proving a theory that they KNOW is
unprovable, that they hold onto evolution as the holy grail of their religion. They accuse us of this all the time and while
much of what we believe must be understood by faith, most of it is provably
scientifically accurate. This is more
than can be proved in many of Science’s claims.
For this reason, God has not chosen to argue or greatly
dispute with the world, but to offer in as simple a manner as possible His
grace and love. Come who will, God is
offering His heart and strength to any who will trust, believe and obey. It’s not our responsibility as Christians to
defend God’s Word. It is our
responsibility to live it, model it and tell it to the world. It is God’s business to empower it and bring
it to pass. What a marvelous division of
labor.
1 Corinthians 1:22 For the Jews require a sign, and the
Greeks seek after wisdom: 23 But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a
stumbling block, and unto the Greeks foolishness; 24 But unto them which are
called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God.
The requested questions in verse 22 are, “Lord, show us a
miracle and we will believe,” or “Lord, explain your rationale for what you
have done and why and we will believe.”
His answer is, “Thus saith the Lord.”
His examples were the life, death and resurrection of Jesus as seen by
hundreds of witnesses. The reaction of
others is, “That was then, show me now,” and “Why blood, why propitiation, why
sanctification? Just tell me how everything
works.”
Instead of that answer He replies, “It works because I sent
my Word and Spirit and they make it work (Psalm 107:20). It works because I sent my love and that is
why it works (John 5:38-39). It works
because I am the Lord thy God and that is why it works. It works because it cannot help but
work. My Word Works.
1 Corinthians 1:25 Because the foolishness of God is
wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men.
I’ve spent a day thinking about this verse. The foolishness of God is wiser than
men…period. The weakness of God is
stronger than men…period. The word for
foolishness is “moros” from which we get moron, idiot, stupid. I have a problem with the idea that God
should have a moment of stupidity. God
is not smart, or dumb, or brilliant, or clever.
GOD IS. We consider a scientist
to be brilliant if he is able to figure out how atoms work or how to make a GPS
understand where we are on the earth, but God knows where every atom is and how
it interacts with every other atom in the universe. Is He smarter or does He simply know
everything?
He has no age because He is outside of time. His brilliance is absolute because there is
no knowledge that did not come from Him.
Did He calculate the gravitational field of each planet and star or is
it just in Him to know. Does God have a
foolish side. Perhaps that is why there
are platypuses, giraffes and mankind.
God just had a moment of whimsy.
The point is that God is greater than any thought we ever might
have. We cannot outgrow Him or become
more advanced or smarter than Him.
Scripture says that in the end time the kings of the earth will make war
on God (Revelation 19:19-20). Is it
possible that they will believe they have found a way to destroy Him or are
they just seeking Israel’s destruction?
My point is, God is waiting on them to do their worst. He is already there, at the time, date and
place of this great battle. HE has
already fought it in OUR future. There
is no thought you can have that He does not already know. There is no idea you can come up with but
that it came from Him. There is no hope
without Him and no future if He does not allow it. This is the great God we serve and we do not
need to protect Him from any spirit or natural person. He knows altogether.
1 Corinthians 1:26 For ye see your calling, brethren, how
that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are
called:
First God says that he uses the foolish things of the world
and the weak things of the world to confound the wise and then in verse 26 it
says that the CALLED (that would be us saved people) are those who are foolish
and not noble. God didn’t call us
because we were so noble or righteous or strong. God called us because we were weak but
willing, foolish but faithful. We should
never think more highly of ourselves than we ought to. We are not the blue bloods of aristocracy but
the blue collar workers of the spiritual universe. God uses us and loves us because we are
absolutely without merit apart from His desire to bestow His love and grace
upon us. We call a dog with several
different breeds in it a mutt. We are
the mutts of the world, perhaps of the universe. We can be loveable or vicious. The choice is ours and the answer is His.
1 Corinthians 1:27 But God hath chosen the foolish things
of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the
world to confound the things which are mighty;
We often forget that God is so HOLY and POWERFUL that in our
absolute best we are filthy prideful weaklings.
From the most powerful king or potentate to the poorest slave on the
planet, none are worthy of God and His love.
For this reason God has chosen to reach those kings and potentates with
a word from someone God has emptied of all their worldly value and filled them
with His power and ability. When the two
witnesses come and men try many times to kill them they will walk unopposed
until the moment that GOD has chosen to allow their death. The whole earth will rejoice at their temporary
destruction (Revelation 11:3-12). These
two witnesses are only ordinary souls but in the kingdom of God they are
extraordinary, unstoppable and miraculous.
1 Corinthians 1:28 And base things of the world, and
things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to
bring to nought things that are: 29 That no flesh should glory in his presence.
We in Christ are rarely the most highly taught or
educated. We study scripture and believe
it’s words. No man or woman can know or
fully understand all of God’s Word. The
greatest scholars have barely scratched the surface of its wonder. God does not choose to keep us ignorant
though. Just the opposite. He tells us to study to show ourselves as a
workman, proved by action and power to serve the kingdom of God. It is not so much as a lack of desire to fully
know God’s Word as it is a lack of ability.
His Word is perfect, flawless and alive.
His Word is light and life and the names of all who die in Christ are
written therein. If you can fully know
and understand God then you can fully know and understand His Word.
No, God does not want us ignorant (Romans 1:13, 1
Corinthians 12:1, 1 Thessalonians 4:13), but He is fully aware that we are
unable to live by His Word without mistake.
When we stumble along at our very best and if all things work together
for our good it is because He has made it so (Romans 8:28). Have you ever seen preachers or Christians
patting themselves on the back for their holiness and goodness? Thankfully I have not seen it very
often. I’ve had people tell me, “You’re
humble,” as if it is a curse for a Christian minister to be humble. Perhaps I should wave my title around and see
if anyone will fall prostrate on the ground before me. Probably not the best idea because I can mess
up with the best of them.
1 Corinthians 1:30 But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who
of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and
redemption: 31 That, according as it is written, He that glorieth, let him
glory in the Lord.
I have more than a few times received a check from someone
totally unexpected at the exact moment when I really needed a financial
blessing. I very rarely ask anyone for
financial help. It’s not that there
aren’t those who would be willing to help me or bless me but because if I look
to others for that help then where will God come in. When the kings of Sodom and Gomorrah were
attacked and defeated, and with them Lot, Abraham went to their defense
(Genesis 14). With three hundred
eighteen warriors of his own house he defeated the kings that had defeated the
kings of Sodom and Gomorrah. What a
marvelous display of faith.
When he came back with all the wealth of those two cities,
the priest king of Salem (JeruSALEM) Melchizedek, came out with bread
and wine and Abraham paid tithes to him.
After this, the king of Sodom came to Abraham and said, “Give us the
living people you have rescued and keep all the wealth of Sodom for
yourself.” Abraham’s statement reminds
me that my wealth or lack of it comes from God and not man. He told the king of Sodom, “I won’t even take
so much as a single thread of a single shoelace. I will not have anyone say that a man made
Abraham rich, but God only (Genesis 14:23).
He allowed his men who fought for him to receive their portion, but
would not touch it himself.
GOD IS our righteousness and sanctification and wisdom and
redemption. Without Him I am a blind
beggar without future or hope. Christ’s
blood gives me redemption and righteousness before God. His Word sanctifies me and gives me
wisdom. With these things in my life, I
can do all things. As is often sung in
the old gospel song, “Without Him, I can do nothing. Without Him, I would fail. Without Him, I would be drifting; like a
ship…without…a sail.” People who always
say, “I need,” or “give me” will never discover the joy of God truly becoming
their portion. Do you need money? God is your portion. Do you need hope? God is your portion. Do you need anything at all? God is your portion. When Moses asked God, “Who shall I say sent
me?” God said, “I AM.” I AM your portion. If you want to brag or strut or talk big,
brag about God. Tell everyone, “My God
is bigger than your God. My God is
better than your God. My God is badder
than your God! My God can beat your God
up!” Strut that!
1 Corinthians 2:1 And I, brethren, when I came to you,
came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the
testimony of God. 2 For I determined not to know any thing among you, save
Jesus Christ, and him crucified.
I could have kept these two verses separate but I decided at
the last moment to put them together.
What is it that makes a religion?
People worship animals or planets or suns or other inanimate
things. They have no life within
themselves. They are props for this life
we live and that is all. Personally,
there are three things that really keep me serving God. The first is a future. If I died tomorrow and my life just ended then
what does it matter how I live this life.
Paul said, “If there is no salvation to be had, no eternal life, then we
Christians of all men are the most miserable (1 Corinthians 15:19).
Who wants to live holy and righteous and always do the right
thing even when it hurts? This is a
fallen world. The greatest fun you can
do in these bodies is to live as many do, in sin. It’s not that some wouldn’t choose to live
lives of nobility and love even without God, but not many would. The truth is, only God gives us a true reason
for the way we live and that we are willing to give our lives to live this
way. Scripture says in many places that
sacrificing ones self for the common
good is not a natural inclination, but a spiritual one. The echo of Christ’s sacrifice for us touches
the whole earth and is birthed in many hearts, not just the born again. Satan’s heart is to kill steal and destroy
(John 10:10). God on the other hand so
loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son so nobody had to
perish.
The second thing that keeps me serving God is prophecy. God’s word contains thousands of
prophecies. Most have come true and we
are not talking about some misjudged action that was not adequately and
correctly interpreted. We are talking
about things that could not have come to pass with even a billion to one odds
but coming to pass with advance notice.
We’re talking about a God outside of time telling us things that would
happen in time but telling us ahead of the time. This happens with great regularity in
scripture and if you listen to His Spirit, in life as well (John 16:13).
The third thing and the main reason that I came to know the
Lord was not for salvation or even for prophecy, though those things have kept
me. The main reason I came to the Lord
is that I wanted a better life. Satan
does not promise it. Man cannot offer
it. We are too greedy, too apt to
squabble amongst ourselves and too ready to step on one another to secure our
own future. Those who might have some
altruistic attitudes and try to help others often turn bitter and angry when
those attitudes are not reciprocated.
None of these things matter to the saints of God (or should not). We do what we do for Him, not for
ourselves. In return He promises us a
great future, either here or in the hereafter.
That was the main reason I came to God, for a life of faith and wonder.
1 Corinthians 2:3 And I was with you in weakness, and in
fear, and in much trembling.
Knowing these things, that God desires to live in us and
make us strong, powerful, anointed and life changing through our words to
others, we are often terrified of failing HIM.
That we fail ourselves is a often daily occurrence. That we might fail Him is no less frequent an
occurrence. Paul knew the Hebrew
scriptures backwards and forwards. He
had it down. Me, like Peter I have a degree in the university of life. I love God.
I study His Word daily. I pray
about it, agonize over it and grieve for the many hours I wasted when I might
have been studying. PAUL KNEW THE
SCRIPTURES! He knew them and still
approached his ministry in weakness, fear and much trembling.
The word for weakness is astheneia
and means to be feeble (think elderly or sick almost to death). Fear is phobos
and means the terror of a thing and in this case the thing would be
failure. Paul was terrified he might
fail God. Fear is tromos which means the absolute fear that causes you to shake and
tremble. It is vast dread that you are
not good enough. These are the things
that Paul felt in preaching to the church in Corinth. He absolutely KNEW he was unworthy for the
honor and use that God had chosen for his life.
When he was with them they did not see a cocky and arrogant man in
complete control. Paul had one thing
going for him though. He preached the
truth and it NEVER failed.
1 Corinthians 2:4 And my speech and my preaching was not
with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of
power: 5 That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the
power of God.
I’ve heard
preachers preach musically, rhythmically, passionately and with rhyming
words. Paul said he did not speak that
way. This thing he knew; that when he
spoke the words and turned them loose on his audience…that audience would never
be the same. Those words were living and
powerful and sharper than any two edged Roman sword.
Our faith
cannot stand in the wisdom of men.
The wisdom of
men has men worshipping ancestors, the wisdom of men has you worship beasts and
planets. The wisdom of men will even
have you worship NOTHING AT ALL.
Worship God
in the power of His Word and in that alone.
Do not follow fables or imaginative lies. Follow the truth and the truth will make you
free.